You know, its not a secret anymore. The way I feel, I mean… I have so many things running through my mind right now. Like, what am I going to do with myself when my final twenty months are up. Wow I cant believe I can finally say that. And honestly I’m a little scared. Okay, I’m terrified.


I mean I’ll have so much to deal with. A home, money, food, clothes, school. How do I get started? Okay so I’m only a junior. But that doesn’t mean I have all the time in the world. Next year I’ll be a senior!! I turn 17 in just two months, making my 18th birthday too close for words. I mean I’m almost there. That moment I’ve been waiting for. When I take my first steps into adulthood. And I have no idea where to start preparing.


I mean whoever decided to claim us as adults when really we’re still babies in the process, should have been nice enough to at least give us a hand book on how to get there and not screw it up. Lol. *sigh*

Please if there is anyone who can understand where I’m coming from, I’d love to hear what you think. Or if there are any students that are either presently feeling, or have felt this way, please do not hesitate to comment on this.